Hello All,

It has been a bit since I have reached out to the community that has supported me and continues to support me through my treatment.  This has been a journey that I am not always able to put into words, so I have just sat with it, processing it, and I knew when I was clear I would write.

I am doing really good.   Healing is going well, and slow.  This journey never leaves a day where there is not a teaching moment.  I am embracing all the lessons and awakening to so many things that I didn’t recognize previously in life.  It is like walking into an extremely large open warehouse and there are no lights.  You are granted a small flashlight so you can see only what this light provides….I have been given a new flashlight.

What I see and my perspective is such a blessing and  I can’t  believe I ever thought otherwise.  I see and understand how important family is whether you are close or not.  I see how we have all been running around for the past 10 years stressing about jobs, money, without any understanding of who we truly are and who we want to be. Then 5 years has gone by and you may not have much more awareness about your true being.

I was once told that “there are no shortcuts to true knowing so relax and take it one step at a time.”  While taking these steps breathe and listen to your inner light.  This has been my biggest realization…I have been living from the outside in instead of living through my heart and listening.  There are many in this world that do no appreciate what life has given them.  There are a million clichés about Life being short or appreciate what you have because someone else has it worse. This is so true, but more importantly your journey is about awakening and drawing closer to your life’s purpose. and  embracing your self worth.  We do not know how long we will be here, so take each breath as an opportunity to grow, to learn, and mostly to love.  Let judgment flow away as we are all in the warehouse with a different size flashlight.

Many blessings in light,


I welcome all comments as I move through this experience and I continue to learn.  I know that many of you have had major paths in this life and I would love for you to share so we can support each other with simple learning.   Much love


  1. Perspective is an element of perception, and is therefore able to be shifted through utilizing your own positive energy. I am so happy to see this happening with you, Holly. My life has been comprised of a series of epiphanies that, lately, have been happening often and close together. I don’t feel like I have a new flashlight. I feel like I found the light switch 🙂 The whole vastness of our existence and the very idea of real truth coming from within is but a small indicator of the shocking wonder that comprises our individual lives. More so, our individual lives are inextricably intertwined together such that any separation we have from one another is merely perceived by what we think we see externally. The spirit shines from within. Love to you, Holly!


    1. Andrew so well said!!! Once the awakening begins it just keeps flowing and there is no stopping. Not that you want it to stop, but for me personally it has happened so fast that it has rocked my world. There is a great book that actually was the first time I got a glimpse “The disappearing universe” By Gary Renard.
      How are things going for you? Work? Teaching?

      I will let you know when we are heading back to Chicago.


  2. Beautifully said Holly, and it’s so good to hear this from you. I hope you know, when we don’t hear from you we worry and begin to think negatively, which comes so natural when we aren’t in the inner circle. But, so glad this journey has taken you deep into your heart and love. I too wish I could delve deeper into my heart. Just know, we love you and pray for complete recovery and healing. Thanks for the messages. Love and Light to you and yours. Lynn xoxoxoxo


    1. Lynn it is so true….the past 2 months I struggled and have worked to embrace the new! I just can’t believe how much I have learned over the past months, but it has been hard, easy, scary, exciting…alll rolled into one. I am feeling stronger each day. I can’t wait to see you guys!! SOON! Thank you for the prayers and keep them coming. Love ya


  3. Holly – Trying to reach you via email but don’t know if you have the same email address. Write me please. Diana Sturgeon


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