It has been a bit since I have reached out to the community that has supported me and continues to support me through my treatment. This has been a journey that I am not always able to put into words, so I have just sat with it, processing it, and I knew when I was clear I would write.
I am doing really good. Healing is going well, and slow. This journey never leaves a day where there is not a teaching moment. I am embracing all the lessons and awakening to so many things that I didn’t recognize previously in life. It is like walking into an extremely large open warehouse and there are no lights. You are granted a small flashlight so you can see only what this light provides….I have been given a new flashlight.
What I see and my perspective is such a blessing and I can’t believe I ever thought otherwise. I see and understand how important family is whether you are close or not. I see how we have all been running around for the past 10 years stressing about jobs, money, without any understanding of who we truly are and who we want to be. Then 5 years has gone by and you may not have much more awareness about your true being.
I was once told that “there are no shortcuts to true knowing so relax and take it one step at a time.” While taking these steps breathe and listen to your inner light. This has been my biggest realization…I have been living from the outside in instead of living through my heart and listening. There are many in this world that do no appreciate what life has given them. There are a million clichés about Life being short or appreciate what you have because someone else has it worse. This is so true, but more importantly your journey is about awakening and drawing closer to your life’s purpose. and embracing your self worth. We do not know how long we will be here, so take each breath as an opportunity to grow, to learn, and mostly to love. Let judgment flow away as we are all in the warehouse with a different size flashlight.
Many blessings in light,
I welcome all comments as I move through this experience and I continue to learn. I know that many of you have had major paths in this life and I would love for you to share so we can support each other with simple learning. Much love